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DOES YOUR CAMEL REALLY NEED THAT SADDLE?
Every tour group has them. They're those otherwise rational and frugal people who just can't pass up a chance to buy the latest rage in local trinkets and objects d'art. They're the ones carrying musical instruments and camel saddles by hand through five cities for two weeks because they wouldn't fit in their suitcases and they just couldn't pass them up (they'll be such nice conversation pieces). Sometimes they even buy extra suitcases on the trip to accommodate their purchases. Their motto is, "Shop 'till you drop!"
These compulsive shoppers aren't normally a problem to anyone but themselves until it comes time to get back on the bus. They seem to lose all concept of time. On a recent tour through Turkey and Greece we had that happen just too often. Our group was a very congenial one, having been organized by our local minister and comprised of church members who had known each other for many years, and assorted friends and family. We were well aware of the different personalities and were generally quite tolerant of each other's foibles. But the shoppers got to us. It seemed each time we were ready to leave, at least one of them would keep us waiting, sometimes for what seemed to be an unreasonable amount of time.
Then we hit Istanbul. We thoroughly enjoyed our tours of the museums and mosques and views of the city. Then one morning we went to the Spice Market. What a place! It was a small city in itself, with aisles and aisles going off in all directions with hundreds of shops full of the most wonderful things. Brass Beads. Spices. Huge bags of dried fruits, vegetables, and nuts. Candy shops full of that wonderful "Turkish Delight". We had two hours there, then we were to meet to go for our boat ride and city tour. Watches synchronized, we were off!
Most took off in pairs or small groups. I made my assault alone. I had specific things in mind that I had planned to buy here. Brass. Oh, yes! There were wonderful pepper mills, complete with little jars of different kinds of exotic peppers. I bought six (gifts for the family). I also bought two coffee grinders and a teapot. I found a stand with the most beautiful beads, just right for my macrame' projects. I nearly bought the man out. But after all, when would I ever get the chance to get these again? The final touch was the brass tray. I had always admired them in other people's homes and envied their stories of exotic places. Now I could have one too. Never mind that it was too big for my suitcase. I'd carry it. We had only a week to go on the trip. I also found the cutest brocade shoes with the toes curled up, some dolls, saffron, nougat candy, and some genuine Turkish coffee beans for my mill.
I checked my watch periodically, and reminded others in the group as I passed them about the time. With 15 minutes to spare, I started back, loaded down with treasures, and happy. But, wait a minute! I started passing shops I hadn't seen! Well, maybe I was looking the other way when I passed them before. A few more minutes of mad dashing and I had to accept the truth. I was lost! Well, this was a self- contained market. Certainly I could find my way out. More walking. Where did I take that left turn? Or was it a right? I hurried on.
The Spice Market has nine exits. I finally came to one. It came out right next to the huge mosque we were to use as our landmark...or was it? They all looked alike! No. There are no fruit stands nearby. I was on the right street, there was water just opposite the exit as before, but I had no idea if I should go north or south to find our group. The brass was getting heavy. I walked one way a block. No bus. I walked the other way. Success! There was the correct mosque, complete with flower and fruit stands. I had made it.
The bus and my group were nowhere to be found.
I guess I should get to the point on how my mom found out I was allergic. When I got released from the hospital my mom took me out and it was a pretty sunny day. Out of nowhere I bursted into tears. My skin turned red and bumps started to take over my body. I was quickly rushed back to the hospital. Mom says my skin started to peel like a snake. Ever since then, she never let the sun touch a single part of my body.
I feel pretty trapped in my own home as I can't do anything. I always search up videos about how it's like to actually be outside. It looks fun. Definitely. Sometimes having this disease bothers me as I'm very lonely. I just wish to be outside and to actually have friends. I always hear little kids outside playing and screaming. All I remember is playing by myself with a baby alive doll. I'm not sure where it is now. I think mom threw it out after I turned nine.
I got an Ipad when I turned 13. I watch videos on it and play games. I recently got this ad on this app called instagram. It's an app where you can connect with friends. I downloaded it but I've been debating on making the actual account. I don't even have friends so what's the point.
After debating it for two days I made an account. I thought about how I can actually have a few friends now. I set my profile up and now I wait. I followed some of my favorite celebrities. Boom. I got a notification.
?Staceysel1627 has requested you.? read the notification.
I clicked on her account and looked through it. She's about my age and seems really nice. I accepted her request. I sent a message.
My mom left to work shortly after. The door slammed shut as she left. Back to lonely I was. Waiting for Stacey to message me. I sat in my room with boredom. PING. She's back! I ran to my Ipad to message her. I seemed like a lunatic. I asked how it was. I asked about how the sun felt and how it was. She happily responded back to my probably annoying questions but I was just so curious about it.
We talked all night and it was probably one of the happiest days i've ever had. The next morning I woke up and did my homework. By 12pm I was done with everything. Back to boredom and loneliness. I didn't want to bug Stacey as she had school and went on campus. I wonder what it's like. I started poking around and eventually went up to one of the boarded windows. I poked and poked at it until it started to chip. I continued doing so and then light beamed through a small hole. Was this the sunlight? I moved away quickly as I didn't know how my skin was going to react first-hand. I put my finger up to the hole. Nothing. Not an itch, burn, bump, or anything. I poked more to the hole and slowly put my hand up to it. Nothing. Just warmness from the sun.
I sat on my purple rug, confused. All I felt was confusion mixed with being upset. Was I being lied to my whole entire life. Did my mom lie to me? Did I waste 15 years of my life inside this house because of a lie? I never felt so hurt. I heard keys jangling so I quickly covered the hole I made with a sweatshirt bundled up. My mom entered exhausted from work I cut her up some watermelon, her favorite fruit. I served her and then asked her about how I was born and how I became allergic to the sun. She repeated the story with such an ease. She had every detail memorized. I sighed and went back into my room. I told Stacey about it. She was surprised but doesn't get why my mom would lie to me about such a thing. I slept it off.
I woke up the next morning exhausted. I woke up at 3am and then couldn't fall asleep until 5am. I kept wondering why my mom would lie. I did my daily routine and continued my day,
My mom left for work as usual. I said my goodbyes and went to my room. I looked at the sweatshirt then I removed it. The sun beamed through it. It was brighter and warmer. I grabbed a hammer that was under my moms bed. I removed the nails from the board. The sunlight filled my whole room. I got up from my sitting position. There I was, right in front of the sun. The warmness was comforting. No reaction. That's when I knew for sure my mom was hiding something.
I went through her room and looked through her stuff. Found it. A box under her shoes. It was filled with articles of a missing child. Was I a missing child? I told Stacey about all of this. She comforted me and made a plan. She told me that when my mom went to work that I would run away and seek help with her. I boarded up the window and acted as if nothing happened.
A month has gone by. I decided I was ready by then. I packed a few outfits in a backpack I found. I hid it in my bed. My mom left for work and it was go time. I spent 15 years in a house being lied to. I removed the nails one by one. I crawled out of the window. And there I was. Outside. I touched the grass and ran. I ran far away from hell. Feeling the warm sun on my arms, back , and face. The warmness spread throughout my whole body. I ran towards the sun as fast as I could. I was finally free.
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